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What I love most about autumn is the “new” color of trees that arrive. I love seeing the red, golden and brown colors together it reminds me that winter is coming. And when winter is coming  Christmas follows !!!! Another wonderful thing about autumn is you get to snuggle up under blankets with candles lit in the entire room. I mean, you can do that in the summer too but it’s usually way too warm. Everyone around me also starts to wear fluffy sweaters and in general the whole world seem to be more cozy’d up. Oh fall how I adore you. I know I’ve not posted much of late. I’ve been busy. Way too busy. I’ve actually got a lot on my mind which I’m planning to share soon enough. Happy October ♡

In the past, when I lived at home, I was usually woken up by my mom singing the Danish Birthday song and serving some delicious breakfast. This year was different. Well, last year was too since I didn’t live at home either but last year I was lucky enough for my Birthday to fall on a Sunday so I had my family over. This year it was a Tuesday. My boyfriend was so excited to give me his present that a few minutes past midnight he asked me if I wanted his present now. I couldn’t really decide if I wanted to open it now or later. But I could see he was nervous if he had gotten me the right thing. So I decided to open it. I actually opened it in bed and boy was it perfect! He had bought me some beautiful white gold earrings from Kenzo. I didn’t even know Kenzo made jewelry, did you? Maybe I’ve just been living under a rock or something.

For lunch  we went to a café in downtown Copenhagen called “Norden”. I’ve been there many times over the years because I love love love their lunch menu. My lovely man had a burger and I had brunch. It was extremely delicious! { hopefully you can tell from the photos}. After lunch I dragged him to the Disney store cause’ I really wanted some scented candles. {My favorite candle is from the Disney store} And as amazing as he is he willingly went into the store with me and I ended up getting some strange but so very cute nail polishes as well.

For dinner he had reserved a table for us at MASH. For you who do not know what MASH is then let me explain. MASH is a very well known steak house here in Denmark and it is a tad pricey. But my god their food is amazing and so is their service. You certainly get what you pay for. Eating their steak is close to a tiny slice of heaven. I also love their “Creamy Spinach” :3  I always end up ordering that. Our plan was to eat dessert as well but we were simply too full after the appetizer and main course. I had a wonderful Birthday and I feel so lucky to have such a good man in my life.

“I was in the winter of my life  and the men I met along the road were my only Summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet  but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again  sparkling and broken. But I didn’t really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living  they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head.

I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn’t plan for it to turn out this way, I’d be lying  because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one  who belonged to everyone, who had nothing  who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about  and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.

Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people  and finally I did on the open road. We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore  except to make our lives a work of art.

Live fast. Die Young. Be Wild. And Have Fun.

I believe in the country America used to be. I believe in the person I want to become.
I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever:
I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself I ride. I just ride.

Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have.

I am fucking crazy. But I am free.”

Today is {or was since there’s officially only 30 mins left of the day} my Birthday.
My boyfriend took me to a great steakhouse. I am full.
I’ll be posting more tomorrow. Sleepy time soon.
❤