Because It’s Valentines Day
And I love him.
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{ …It Takes Everything In Me }
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Hello Fall.
Photos from tumblrWhat I love most about autumn is the “new” color of trees that arrive. I love seeing the red, golden and brown colors together it reminds me that winter is coming. And when winter is coming Christmas follows !!!! Another wonderful thing about autumn is you get to snuggle up under blankets with candles lit in the entire room. I mean, you can do that in the summer too but it’s usually way too warm. Everyone around me also starts to wear fluffy sweaters and in general the whole world seem to be more cozy’d up. Oh fall how I adore you. I know I’ve not posted much of late. I’ve been busy. Way too busy. I’ve actually got a lot on my mind which I’m planning to share soon enough. Happy October ♡
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Maybe They Just Wanna to Get to Know You
What is that look on my face, wtf?
I’ve recently begun to talk to a guy I used to talk to almost two years ago, let’s call him “V”. I can’t believe we didn’t have any contact over the past years, it’s strange. Especially when it feels like it does right now. In short: Two years ago I was in a completely different place, I had just had my heart broken by CLB and I was still super unhealthily obsessed with him. “V” and I had some friends in common and we therefore started talking. I did like him and vice versa back then but to be quite frank I’m not sure what really happened. We just stopped talking. I don’t really remember anything about it. My memory works in this odd way where it can leave me “blank” pages. Anyway, last Tuesday {August 14th} I started to talk to him again. It was very random the way it went down but here we are. Now ever since that Tuesday I can’t get him out of my head. It’s so different. He’s different. I mean, he’s the same guy but he has just grown somehow. I have too. I’m in a completely different place today compared to two years ago. My friend A said to me: “It’s all about timing, and two years ago it just wasn’t your time”. I can’t help but to think; Is it time now? I mean I have no clue what’s going on really and I don’t want to rush anything or draw any conclusions. I’m actually taking it pretty chill. It’s the journey that matters not the destination, right? Have you ever had something similar happen to you? What did you do?Jeg er begyndt at tale med en fyr igen som jeg plejede at være ret så tæt med engang. Det er virkelig tilfældigt! Men jeg tror bare at det lidt er meningen at han skulle dukke op i mit liv nu. Det tror jeg sku! Han har virkelig været en “rock” at have, specielt når jeg har været bange mht. sidste uge {læs her}. Men altså for fanden jeg er rimelig glad. Han får virkelig det bedste frem i mig. Det skræmmer mig lidt. Jeg føler tilmed også at jeg bliver en endnu bedre person omkring ham. Haha, det lød lidt selvglad men you get my point. V, som jeg kalder ham, er også et helt andet menneske end han var sidst. Det kan virkelig mærkes og måske var det dét der manglede? Plus jeg også har ændret mig. Ej det er sørme lidt spændende alt sammen. Specielt fordi der skal ske noget stort snart. Fuck! Ej, det fortæller jeg jer om når det bliver sådan helt aktuelt :) Har i nogensinde været i en lign. situation?
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Judging a “Book” by it’s Cover
Life can be surprisingly random at times. The other day I was going through random blogs jumping from one blog to another and I landed on a blog who’s author is a person I used to know. I looked at the person and I could just feel myself being instantly judgmental because of our history. But after looking around a bit I realized that it isn’t who I am anymore. My pattern has changed. I don’t just judge a book or a person by it’s cover anymore or at least I try not to.
I think everyone judges everyone a bit. But what separates people from each other are what you do with those thoughts. Do you keep believing those “bad” things or do you simply accept that you could be wrong? Anyway, back then the person and I went through some crazy things together. And when I say together I mean more… against each other. A “frienemy” thing. God, thinking back to that time.. It was all so childish. Although I will stand my ground and say that I did at the time being think the person needed help. I actually think the person got help. It also look’s like the person is happy now which is good. Everyone deserves happiness.
What about you? Are you ever prejudiced?
Jeg faldt forleden over en blog. Det var nu egentlig meget sjovt at læse lidt. Det er sådan at jeg og den her person engang kendte hinanden og vi gik igennem en hel del underlige ting haha. Og det udgjorde at jeg rimelig hurtigt var lidt dømmende da jeg læste mig rundt på bloggen, men så et par minutter senere forsvandt den følelse igen. Dér er jeg kommet videre. Jeg prøver ikke at dømme folk før jeg lærer dem at kende. Hvad med jer? Kan i nogle gange godt fange jer selv i at dømme andre uden egentlig at ville det?
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Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it
Jennifer Lopez
I must say that she has been one of my girl crushes for quite a while. She’s somewhat an inspiration because she worked her ass off to get to where she is today. I first discovered her when I started listening to her music when I was about ten I think. I loved her songs, they were very catchy. Remember “Waiting for tonight?” that was one of my favorite songs. She has really evolved over the years style wise. I guess she hasn’t changed that much music wise since she is a pop artist and has stayed in that zone. Althought her “Jenny From The Block” was a bit RnB ish’. She also turned to the movie screen, actually before her debut album, in 1997. But the movie I always remember her for is “Enough“. She really kicks ass in that movie. I think a lot of men drool over her and I can completely understand why, I mean she has ALL the right curves. The photos from above are some stills from her music video “I’m into you” from 2011, I love her style in this video. However, it is probably a stylist who did all that but still. She is beautiful! And she should really get some credit because she still looks stunning even after having twins. I mean she’s still got that famous booty :P
I made a post about Eva Mendes a while ago where I said I was going to make a few post about my Icons. I must admit that took a while haha. But I will continue with this. I do have a few females out there who has inspired me. If you want to see the post about Eva Mendes click here. Do you have any women, or men, who inspire you?
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“You laugh it off, you get upset for a little while, you’re human and you let it go.”
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Sleeping patterns
Sometimes something as simple as when you fall asleep can turn everything upside down. I’m not talking about when you go to bed, I’m talking about when you are in bed and try to fall asleep. I have always been able to fall asleep five-ten minutes after I placed my corpus in bed. But lately it takes anything from an hour till two hours. It is exhausting. So I asked myself why this is? I’ve come to realize it’s because I am nervous. It’s a little silly maybe but I guess to my subconsciousness it’s not. You see in about a week I will know if I get in to “CBS” {Copenhagen Business School} and it is killing me that I don’t know what will happen. At the moment I am a student at Copenhagen University but since I don’t feel like continue with the course I’m at I decided to go after what I applied for last year as well.
Last year I didn’t get into CBS because I was missing a course I was taking that same summer. Fair enough. So i embarked on a journey at CPH Uni instead which I do not regret. Because at CPH Uni I gained a lot of friendships and knowledge at the same time of course. But my heart was still set on CBS. So now, I’m really not in the know and my subconsciousness is beating me up inside. So I’m very tired these days and not so full of energy. I hope to get in, of course, but I’ve also prepared myself for the worst scenario, {Me not getting in obviously}. But I know it won’t kill me if I don’t get in, it will make me upset for sure but I know that’s not what’s bothering me. It’s just not knowing… That’s the gruesome part. Have you ever felt like this?
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No, I’m not Lea.
Okay so rant incoming. I guess I should be used to it by now and I sort of am. It’s happened ever since I was a child. However, it does not get less annoying nor does it make me stop wonder how people can write it wrongly in some cases. My name is Leah. L E A H. It’s not Lea, or Leha {yes some has actually misspelled it so} and it’s not Leia either. Sometimes I get so fed up when people misspell my name. I think it to be fair to misspell it if they haven’t seen how my name is written. Because then YES it could be either way. But… Some people on facebook even though they know me well, they misspell my name. I can’t help but to think how!? You can even see my name right there next to my tiny little photo. How… How do you manage not to give my name an H in the end? So many people actually forget it. It’s aggravating at times. I remember a scenario from when I was around thirteen or fourteen, we had gotten a new substitute and she wanted to learn all my names. When she came to me she asked me my name…
“I’m Leah” I answered.
“Oh, how do you spell that?”
“I’m Leah with an h”.
“Ah right L-E-H-A”.
“What? No,no the h is in the end of the name,
else it would sound like Leha, and that is not what I said”.
“Oh.. I see.. How peculiar“Over the years I’ve had same sort of encounters at random places. So yes I am used to it but when it happens on facebook where you CAN actually see my correct name it just gets too much. Oh, I know some of you may find this whole name thing to be silly but trust me, if you have a name that can be spelled in different ways you’ll know what I’m on about. And if this is the case, have you ever been annoyed by it?